I just got home from sentosa outing with mami , adeq , beylo and Ikell . (Only love was missing . haizz) Been such a long time since i met my brother . Its good to see him again . So around 12+ , me and mami took bus to sentosa and took the tram to Beach Station . Walao , damn the stupid foreigners man . Idk why in the hell they are rushing to get down from the tram . One women push me at my stomach . I was so pissed off . I saw her looking at my bulging belly but still she pushed it ! Only God knows how angry i was . Arggh ! So , met them at the 7e and we headed to Pahlawan Beach . Had lots of laughter and catching up . Reached the beach , changed and sat to eat for awhile . Mami and Beylo went into the pool first while me and Ikell continue eating . Adeq-beradeq cam anak jin lapar ! haha . Then we joined them in the water . Swam till 3+ and we took a rest . Eat again , play card and talk2 . The sun was scorching hot man ! The weather was only nice when we were about to leave . Hmmph . So left the place at around 6+ . TOok tram to Vivo and said our goodbyes there since they were taking the train and me and mami are taking the bus . So now im currently at uncle milhan's house . :)
This is for you babylove :
Bhy , im seriously afraid of what the future might brings .
Im afraid that u will NEVER change . Not that i don't trust that u will .
Haizz . Here and there people are saying u will never change .
They say once u are out , surely , confirm , double confirm , u will find those things again .
They say , confirm cari tu bende dulu bru cari i .
Gosh , imagine how those sentence make me feel ?
These people who say this are all those close to u . The one who have known u for years ,u know .
And something tells me that maybe , just maybe . They are right .
And im afraid YOU will prove it right too . :/
I pray and pray everyday that pintu hati u terbuka untok berubah . Insyaallah bhy .
But i tkot , btol2 takot u tk akan . And if u don't change , u know what will happen right ?
I will surely leave . ABSOLUTELY NO ME AND UR LIL BOY In ur life . No
matter how much i love u , i will do it hunn . For our future , mine and lil boy .
Haizz . Sometimes ii think about all those things u did to me in the past , i wonder ..
What do i mean to u ? ANd i don't think u love me enough . Once , u chose that thing
over me . Why couldn't u do it twice now right? What makes me think u won't choose
that thing over our lil boy ? when dulu , u can do that when u say u love me !
Well babyboy , one question .
Is ur love true enough ? If it if true enough , why didn't u stop ?
):
Bhy , im seriously afraid of what the future might brings .
Im afraid that u will NEVER change . Not that i don't trust that u will .
Haizz . Here and there people are saying u will never change .
They say once u are out , surely , confirm , double confirm , u will find those things again .
They say , confirm cari tu bende dulu bru cari i .
Gosh , imagine how those sentence make me feel ?
These people who say this are all those close to u . The one who have known u for years ,u know .
And something tells me that maybe , just maybe . They are right .
And im afraid YOU will prove it right too . :/
I pray and pray everyday that pintu hati u terbuka untok berubah . Insyaallah bhy .
But i tkot , btol2 takot u tk akan . And if u don't change , u know what will happen right ?
I will surely leave . ABSOLUTELY NO ME AND UR LIL BOY In ur life . No
matter how much i love u , i will do it hunn . For our future , mine and lil boy .
Haizz . Sometimes ii think about all those things u did to me in the past , i wonder ..
What do i mean to u ? ANd i don't think u love me enough . Once , u chose that thing
over me . Why couldn't u do it twice now right? What makes me think u won't choose
that thing over our lil boy ? when dulu , u can do that when u say u love me !
Well babyboy , one question .
Is ur love true enough ? If it if true enough , why didn't u stop ?
):
