Im currently at daddy's house . Sleptover since yesterday . Had a good talk with daddy and we've been talking about lots of things . (: And thank god , really , thank god . Syukur alhamdulillah , daddy gonna help buy the baby stuff next month . Really hope that everything goes as plan . :D As for mummy , she said if it happens that she's good financially when i give birth , she will help takecare of the baby and my step-daddy didn't say anything bout it . Good he didn't argue like last time . Once again , thank god . hehe . For myself , im doing gooood . Just that now when the baby kicks or move around , it hurts but yeah , a great feeling . Can't blame it though , cause its growing and theres not much space for him in my lil stomach . But hopefully , he can stay in there till he's due date . i don't wanna go into pre-labour cause that means he have to stay in the hospital a lil bit longer than i have to . i don't want that . i want him to go home with me on the day im discharge . hehe . btw , can't wait for the checkup on 30th , just curious what they gonna check . hahah . argggh , praying hard mummy not gonna cancel it AGAIN . hmmph .

And for my stupid , bloody , idiot pig , he gotta stay in there for 6months . )': and thats not included the charge where he didn't turn up for his ns health check . haizz . for that , i just hope that he will only get a warning . i don like the idea of him staying in there longer . if 6months , he's good and if ader programme , maybe he can be released earlier . (: i pray for the best for him . ohhhh , ohh ,ohh . btw , daddy say he don mind if i still wanna marry him after all he have done , never thought daddy would say that . hahah . mami , she allow eventhough she don't like how babyboy turn out to be now But my stepdaddy keep saying whether she want see me marrying a guy like that makes her disapprove . =_=' fcuk . EVERYONE CAN CHANGE LAA DAMMIT ! i don't understand these ppl whose mindset thinks that bad guy won't change . to me , they suck cause i really think otherwise . hmmph ! And baby .. haiya . can't call u that anymore cause gt new real bby . haha . soo, love . iloveyousomuch . Please change . if u won't , im leaving . chey . haha . wateva laaa . imybhy . <3