Boy , imissyou so much :\
Theres not a day that pass without me thinking of u . Haizz . Lies after lies , Hurt after hurt u put me through , still , im here waiting for u like how i've promised . Well hunn , no one can love you more than i do . Pls do remember that okay ? <3 and promise me , i beg you . Promise me that this is the last u will leave me . Pleasee change . :( Not for me, not for ur son and not for ur family or friends . But for YOURSELF . You know dear, people have been looking down on you but i've been defending u all the time . I told them that i still believe in you and that you will change . I told them that im gonna prove to them that u will and i ain't giving up on u . But well, if u don't ... *speechless* maybe that prove those people are right then . :\ Anyway , im not forcing u to change so i can prove them wrong . No . I want u to change because u want to . Alritee ? iloveyoubaby . and i miss you so much . please think twice before getting into any more trouble , now that u must be an example to a lil boy . Im sure u don want him to repeat the same mistake u did right ? think love think .
Theres not a day that pass without me thinking of u . Haizz . Lies after lies , Hurt after hurt u put me through , still , im here waiting for u like how i've promised . Well hunn , no one can love you more than i do . Pls do remember that okay ? <3 and promise me , i beg you . Promise me that this is the last u will leave me . Pleasee change . :( Not for me, not for ur son and not for ur family or friends . But for YOURSELF . You know dear, people have been looking down on you but i've been defending u all the time . I told them that i still believe in you and that you will change . I told them that im gonna prove to them that u will and i ain't giving up on u . But well, if u don't ... *speechless* maybe that prove those people are right then . :\ Anyway , im not forcing u to change so i can prove them wrong . No . I want u to change because u want to . Alritee ? iloveyoubaby . and i miss you so much . please think twice before getting into any more trouble , now that u must be an example to a lil boy . Im sure u don want him to repeat the same mistake u did right ? think love think .
And for me . . i have only another 2months to go . Damn .
Ohh yes , im scared . Who wouldn't be right ? Goshh . By the way ,
thank god , i have higher chance to keep it . But i ain't putting high hopes on that cause
i don't wanna be disappointed . So , im just gonna keep praying for things to turn out right .
And hey , mami have been well, kind of in a good mood yesterday and guess what ? We were going over names and i've been talking to her about how much im missing babyboy. haha . chance like that only come once in a blue moon now so i let everything out . (: + must stop scratching now cause theres a bit of stretch mark popping up here and there alreadyyyyy . Arrrgggggh !Ugly i tell ya ! btw , i can't wait for my upcoming appointment on the 20th . ): and again , baby can't be there . cb , cb , cb . =_=' kay laa . im tired of typing already and its friggin 4.30am . goodmornight people . (: i love zhafri . BYE !
Ohh yes , im scared . Who wouldn't be right ? Goshh . By the way ,
thank god , i have higher chance to keep it . But i ain't putting high hopes on that cause
i don't wanna be disappointed . So , im just gonna keep praying for things to turn out right .
And hey , mami have been well, kind of in a good mood yesterday and guess what ? We were going over names and i've been talking to her about how much im missing babyboy. haha . chance like that only come once in a blue moon now so i let everything out . (: + must stop scratching now cause theres a bit of stretch mark popping up here and there alreadyyyyy . Arrrgggggh !Ugly i tell ya ! btw , i can't wait for my upcoming appointment on the 20th . ): and again , baby can't be there . cb , cb , cb . =_=' kay laa . im tired of typing already and its friggin 4.30am . goodmornight people . (: i love zhafri . BYE !
