Hey . Its been a decade since i update this thing and its really getting dusty . haha . so yeah . i start with school . Im not going to sch anymore due to some reasons . maybe taking private soon . And, life ? well , i've been facing and still have to face ups and downs in my life now till forever . Haha . Thank god for babybooy . He have been giving me the courage to hold on and have willingly gone through it with me . He's the best and i wouldn't ask for anyone better than him . <3 Well , we still do fight . . . And it resorted to violence all the time now . But i don mind . Im used to it . hehe . Usually im the one who dare him to hit me and i usually test his patience . So , can't complain and i don blame him cause im the one who ask for it . :DDD Im strong , not always but most of the time . haha . right baby ? This idiot girl is always testing how far u would go . But u still love me kan ? i know . (: so now , im currently at pasir ris . And i got a lot of free time . Best tu best but sometimes it can get quite boring u know . But i choose this and i won't regret cause the thing that is happening in my life now is the most precious moments and most amazing thing for me . Its just a beautiful nightmare (: u know, i know ehy ?(those people who know ) Shhhhh ! I'll tell the others soon alrite ? i promise . tapy if kpo sgt then go find out sendiri . hahahah . kay laa . till here . im so tired after spending the whole day at twn with babyboy . we had loads of fun and laughter aside from a few minutes of fighting . :D so yeah . goodnite lovelies . have a sweetdreams alrite .
babyboy : trust me when i say iloveyou and no one else . Cause nobody is better than u are . i thank god for u .(; Don get tired of me okay ? hehe . Always my lasst . Hope u are okay where ever u are . takecare hunney . <3
mummmmy : im missing u so much ya know . but things have gotten colder between us since everything happen . ): i hate it so much . and everytime i think about it , i feel like crying . I know i hurt u by doing this . But i have to mami . Im sorry . I hope u will understand my feelings one day and i really pray that god will open ur heart to accept it . I know its been very hard on u . But don think so much bout it . I won't bother u about it anymore . And insyaallah u last long with him and he will keep u happy always cause i can't . sorry mummy . missing and loving u soooo fcuking much mi . ): haizz .
