hello (:

ermm , so yeah . my life is upside down . like seriously . everything had gone wrong .

im not staying at tiong baru neither am i staying at cck anymore . don't ask me where im living cause yes , i may probably be telling u different location every single day . gosh . life is tough . haizz .

i just hope that everything will get better soon .

school ?

its fine i guess . its the only place i think i don't have to think about those problems .

well, thanks to my awesome friend . Alex, my dearest anak . Qistina and Aini my most superawesomecraziest bff . :D i love them . they have been making my school days much more fun and memorable . hehe . n thank for cheering me up when i cried . hehe . (:

love ?

i don know . we're not as close as before . i guess i've been neglecting him .

im sorry dear . its just that i have too many problem . sorry , that i kept cancelling our meet ups . not that i don wanna meet u or anything like that , but , im tired . tired of having to move frequently . tired from those whole day in school . tired of everthing . i know its hard for u to understand me cause u will never ever have to know or feel wat it feels like to be in my shoes . haizz . i don wanna fight with u anymore laa . please . if u want leave . go okay ?

i miss the old u like seriously .

; chatterbox ? where you ?

i miss youuuuuu and ur talk . have you forgotten me ? i hope u're doing fine .

takecare always alriteee ? (: i maseh syg my chatterbox . like i said , i will never forget u .

not a chance. hehe .

; matrep , sorry didn't make it . i know u seriously look forward to us meeting .

but i hope you understand . sorry alritee ? im really, really sorry . don't be angry pleaseee ?

ohh God , please give me and my family a better life . pleasee . ):

haizz, i believe when people say , semue keburukkan yang trjady , ader kebaikkan nyer . or something like that . well, praying hard that this will end soon . i can't take it anymore . haizz .