i miss mummy . ):

Not that we are separated or wat . but she change . haizz . i miss the old her .

i mean , i can't even talk to her bout anything now . The silence between us is great . everytime we talk, it will turn out to be a fight . ++ she gets mad at every little things now . Shout here & there . i don't like her now . seriously . what happen to u mum ? what happen to my ohh so sweet, understanding mum ? ): haizz . she thinks bad bout me now where else i've been sitting at home this few days . yesterday , adeq fell . she say if anything happen to adeq then she will have no children anymore . she said , " sarah , kau dgr tk ? kau bkn anak aku . " i tried to ignore . but it hurtss . today , i thought will be great and those that happen yesterday , leave it yesterday but no . we still ain't talking . i don't know wat to do to make things better . she cn laugh and smile with daddy . but with us ? me and sis ? ohh , don't wish for it . arghh . i miss the three of us . i mean just three minus daddy .

At woodlands , we would spend every afternoon at the hill laughing , running and joking around . we would spend the time at home , only the three of us watching movie and we would spend the time talking bout this and that , those times where we would go out every saturday to just catch a movie . agreeing with each other . those time we only depends on each other for support and love . could i just repeat those times? where there is , only , the three of us and nobody else . daddy , i guess u snatch too much attention from her and left nothing for us . haizz .

Mummy , i miss you soo much . i really wanna hug and cuddle to u . i want to badly . );

God, would you just grant me one wish ? i want my old mummy and my old life back pleasee ?

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