suker dpt isap rokok , coz i told them at universal tkley smoke . lol . (:

yes, i thought it was real . stupid me . love and ikell ketawe kn like shit .

Abang & Adeq <3

Dear blog ,

So i met love at nenek's block just now . first thing first . i hugged him cause i miss him soo much . so we sat on the staircase and talk . nope, we didn't do anything there . just talk . talk,talk, talk and here come the first worst part . i ask him to go home cause he really look so tired and he only slept for 3hours , i tk sampai hati nk ask him to sit with me any longer . im not that cruel tau . so yeah . he said i halau him . ohh dear . i tk halau bt i TAK SAMPAI HATI looking at u soo tired out but still came to mit me . i really want u to spend more time with me bt like i said, i tk sampai hati ! ): so love bgon and nk walk off . he walk to tingkat empat and i turon tingkat 3 . i tahan jer nk nanges . i look at him and shake my head . butbut love called me back and ask why i perangai niey semuee . so i argued back . and he hug me . so send him at the lift . said goodbye and walked back to nenek house . texted love but suddenly became a fight . damn . i thought everything would be fine . but it doesn't . i told him i tkley kluar todayy . but i think he gt me wrong and thinks that i give alasan i tkley kluarr other days . i don't know how to explain it but it is somehow like that . so i was like huh ? i tried to make him understand but tiba2 , its one topic after another . and we fought and fought . he ask me to call him and he shout2 . i was irritated so i said something and hang up . we gadoh through msg somemore . yes , i realise that im not always there for u . wat u mean by being there for u is to spend time with u right ? but please , please don make this as an excuse for u to meet her . )': haizz . yes , i can't always go out and i can't always spend my time with youu . i know that . im sorry alriteee ? from now on , i will try to make myself free to just spend time with u kay . i don't want her to be my replacement . no , i don't ! so yeah , love going to jb don't know until when . im gonna miz him soo much despite all those fight . haiyaa . you takecare there and have a safe journey alritee ? pls text me when u're there . i don even know whether we are sstill on bad terms or good . confused laa . one minute we are fighting , another minute , we are talking bout how much we love each other . isshh . i don't understand us also . haizz . love said this to me, "i will always be like last time . that i will always be there no matter how far the distance is bby. i love you ." lembut hati i . hehe . i love u too love . don do anything stupid alritee?

p.s , I MISS MY ABANG A.K.A IKELL SAT2 YOUR PREETY BOY . yeah . bt for me its , IKELL SAT2 MY PREETY ABANG ! (: im still sad that last tk dpt spend time with him . haha . always dpt , but niey tk dpt . asshole told . they said i forget them . asl on 1st december tk kol me ? love also tk kol . grrrrrrrr . but nehmind , nnt dier kluar bley jumper . nk go advenure agyyyy ! geyrekkk . hehe .

see those picture above ? those were the last moment before ikell surrender . (: we had awesome fun together at universal and cck park (adventure) . wanted to ajk him go halloween but then he kt dlm . haiyaa . sadsad . kalau tk, kekek2 xiak semue kat night safari . but then , i enjoy that day with love . love, remember those times? that time kiter blom mataer and see how many outings we went together . did we even fight once? no . we were soo sweet together even when we are nt really a couple . but after being together , see what happen ? haaizz .

ily love . i nid to go pick adeq up at bukit batok since mummy saket . i visit her also laa . (; nk siap . byeeeeeeee~