Dear Blog ,
haishh . I don't understand why we always have to fight every single day over a stupid little thing . ):
why ehy ? and no , im not enjoying it dear . why you slalu like to hang up on me ehy ? if once , its okay . but everytime u did that . and it hurts . it just make me cry . you ask me why i like to hurt you ? but trying asking urself that question ? why do you like to hurt me ? ohh god . im trying my hardest to keep quiet so we won't fight but i just can't . you know me . PLEASE BABY PLEASE ! stop saying her name for goodness sake . STOP IT ! not that i tk kasi or wat . but im scared you would fall for them . and they gonna take my place . cause it seems that u are thinking of her every seconds cause you are always saying her namee . ex tk ex . you can always patch with her . i don want that to happen ! please understand me . and i change ? well tell me what i change then ? tell me dear , tell me . you need to open up so i know baby . . please laa. trust me , if u're not gonna open up , eveything will lead to a misunderstanding tawu . arghh . pleasee . yes sometimes i may not show that im jeolous, angry or even sad . but deep dwn , i feel like killing that girl u talk about , and yes sometimes i feel like killing you for making me soo angry . i may smile in front of you , but really . i just wanna burst into tears . sometimes i may say to you to just go away and leave me . but inside , every part is screaming , baby don't go . just stay with me and hold me all night long . ): haishh . forget all that dear . i just wanna be the girl u scared to loose . and the only one you love . i miss you hugging me while i sleep . i never felt that comfortable . and i miss you making me angry and right after that , making me laugh like hell . well . those times . i met u in you in my own house . amcm ? hehe . just ONE DAY AFTER WE MET , and i actually DID cry for you cause you nk kene leave me . how ? only one day of knowing each other . tk pernah aku sygkn org secepat gitu xia . amazing ehy how u cn make me do that . haha . and everyday we spend time with each other . (: mcm aner aku tk sygkn kau ? weell baby, i don wanna fight with you no more . please promise me that we will never fight everyday . skali skale tkper tau . niey everyday . haiyaa . and + imy .
to shah- brother ,, maner you menghilangkn diri ? i really need you here right now to cheer me up and listen to my problems . ): i miss you ass . where's my old shah gone to ? i miss ur voice calling me adeq . everytime i msg . you tkder prepaid , you will always call me . and those times i was soo upset cause of alsheiq , and you were always there supporting me and giving me courage . i want the old shah who would pamper me and shower me with love . tk pernah i dpt abg angkt mcm kau tau . remember those pictures we took at qistina house ? mcm couple ehy . u hugging me . damn abg . we were so close . and wee~ on that day jgk i dpt my present . i likeee . hehe . ckp abg sedare pon org tk cayer . mepek sehy . padahal mmg its true you're my abg sedare . and the first time we met . its fresh in my mind abg . universal studio , Egyptians ride . you suroh ur adeq mintak my num while we were watching the performance . haha . kay . and my abg sumpah sweet cm gula2 .hehe . i cn go on and on bout this so let me just end it here alrite . {: takecaree .
baby, 1433446 . :D
