heylooo people.. ohh yahh.. before i start on my post, i wanna warn you readers that it, somehow, will be emotional.. if you're not interested than i sugggest u leave first alright bby? love ya.. (:
Once and for all, im gonna let it all out.. firstly, yes.. i hate you.. but at the same time i love you.. so i really donnoe wat i should do.. haizzz.. p.s, i really, really give up on you.. there's nothing more to say okay? you say you insyallah change.. but bby, you're changing from bad to worse tawuu.. if you really don care, then say it.. let it all out.. leave me.. stop hurting me like this.. ): its like theres no lovee anymoree.. where is all those sweet messages gone to? where is all the time we used to spend talking on the phone? where is all the time when we would meet? where? its always the samee... andand i find it true when others say, you only text me when you feel like it.. if not, not even a single msg from you the whole day.. get this right okay? im not ur fcuking doll.. yes, i may nt say it to you directlyy.. coz i will always give in to you.. you know wat? you're my weakness.. and i hate it.. yer.. people say, ehy, mataer kau hawt, cute and wat so ever kn? bt wats the point xiaa? mmg, i mintak break bnyk kali bt everytime i change my mind.. coz i tk sanggup nk leave you... bt now you're giving me the cold shoulders.. if i ask u for break, don say that i don love you, i do.. bt the way u treat me hurts.. and i don wanna stay around being hurt forever alritee? we are just nt meant to be.. i want you to just leave me.. go away okay.. i don ever wanna see u again.. thanks for everything.. and thanks for letting me be wif u if its only meant for a short time.. miss you lots.. takecare~ ~ u will always be my dearesttt.. and im sorry if i hurt u or give u wrong ideas.. haizz.. i don mean itt.. so yah.. g-o-o-d-b-y-e ~
i hate tis year.. its soo fcuk up.. everything that happen always get me in tears! i hate it! nw dwn wif flu.. hoping tros fever.. dh tknk mood urhh.. haizz.. sorry if its effecting u or wat.. soo sorry.. hope u understand.. tc..


