heyy.. things didn't turn out the way it should be.. haizz.. argue with mami before going to sleep.. it got both of us in tears.. im sorry mummy.. im sorry.. pls forgive me.. but at least.. she has somebody to be there for her, to comfort her, to listen to her every problems.. but me? i've nobody.. well, maybe my besties and twinny.. bt the person i expected to always be there for me wasn't there at all.. it hurts me.. haizz.. )': this is world.. this is the cruel world.. dammit.. yes.. the family of three, mami , me and adeq has all crashed downn.. its not all about us now.. and mami, i do care.. i may not show it.. wat? this is what she said, "ah, kau 24jam seybok nan hp, msg2.. saper nk bbual nan kau?" "alarhh.. if i tk pegang hp pon.. did u even talk to me, mummy? do u? no rite.. so wats the point?" she trus diamm.. haizz.. u neglect me.. where else in the past, i could still lie in ur lap bt now? u push me away.. at that point oftime i really tried my hardest to hold back my tears.. and yes.. im jeolous wif daddy.. he gets ur full attention bt me and adeq? we get ur attention when only daddy don needs it.. wtf is this mummy? haizz.. all i want is for us to be back as beforee.. ouh god, give me the strength to go through this.. maybe i won't be online that often anymore.. im back to nenek house later... be separated from mami againn.. haizz.. and to you.. thanks for not being there for me when i need u here the mostt.. thanks for everythingg kay.. i guess this is the last straw.. and maybe u won't hear from me ever again.. thank you.. once and for all, "i.give.up.on.you" go baby..leave mee.. haizz..goodbyee~ see u soon readers..
