im sick.. and no aini.. im not sick coz i miss him.. yeahh.. i do miss him bt im not sick coz of him.. its because i played in the rainn.. =] hehe.. now currently at chua chu kang which i call home for nw.. kayy..
5th July [mami bday] :
On the 4th, me, Aini & Sumi went out to find presents for mami dearest.. we headed to town, Bugis.. bought her a care bear coz it represents her.. then we went to buy cardboard to write our wishes downn.. find the necessary things and headed to sumi housee... we did the whole thing until 1 or 2 am.. freakking tiredd bt its worth it... before that text Ikell.. walao.. i beg him to go xia.. hehe.. On the 5th, we woke up early and rush out to find all the item we leftt out.. went to nenek housee to eat.. nenek gave me and sumi moneyy.. hehe.. cygg her! =D then me n sumi rush to tiong bahru plazaa.. bought chocolate cake and sunflower[real] and rush to vivo.. actually everyone was to meet at the entrance at 3.. me and sumi reach at 3.30 bt no one was there.. i bingit xiaa.. called ikell he off his phone.. like shitt.. so me and sumi decided to go off to sentosa... met mami there and walkk to pahlawan or siloso beach.. nt sure whichh.. hehe.. change2.. then me and sumi told mami we wanted to go to the toilet.. we light up the cake and walk towards herr.. she gt a shockedd.. hehe.. then sabo her with the cakee.. cutteee... after that we swimswim.. around 6 we get ready to leavee.. During that time, i was already sad about something that happen,.. twinny know . then off to vivo.. =] i emo suddenly.. share my probs with sumi about aidil.. she lend me a listening ears... thanks dear.. then went we were walking.. Aidil text me.. i was freakking happy coz its been a long time since we texted.. he ask me one questons.. haizz.. i felt something amiss.. when his 2nd msg went in, i broke down... sumi and mami immediately hug mee.. and that point of time, i don care who was looking at mee.. fcuking, fcuking sadd.. hah. he said that cn we only be friends for the time being and watsoever.. ya i was like, kay lorhh.. i didn't want to talk to him anymoree bt he beg me like shit.. so yah.. friends only.. haizz.. only another few days to one mth bt we didn't make it.. sad xiaa...
yeahh.. i miz his kiss.. i miss his warmth hug.. i miss his sweet talks.. i miss those times we use to walk together when he send me homee.. i miz those times we spend with each other at woodlands waterfront.. that was the bestt moment of my lifee.. especially at the jeetty.. to bad we didn't get to see the sunset coz it was rainngg... i miss the way u use to sing for mee.. i miss the way u would cheer me up.. in fact, i miss everything there is of u.. haizz.. butt yeahh.. i have to learnt to accept the fact that all those won't happen again and everything is overr... u are the bestt baby and i love youu with all my heartt.. hope you be happy with ur new future gf.. treat her right okayy dearr.. and im always here if u nid mee.. (: im gonna mizz u MUHD AIDIL.
btw, thanks to all the people who cheer me upp.. Mami, Sumi, Aini, Qistina, Alsheiq, Ahyot, Shah dearest.. thank youu.. i love u freakkss.. hehe.. =DD im trying hard to get over him and im proud to say that i already accept the fact that we are actually frens now eventhough nt as close as before.. hehe.. =] thanks to [insertname] for making me feel special againn.. cyggg dierrr...
hehe.. maybe tmr will be going out wif aini or sumi.. nt confermm.. out to twnn.. hehe.. hopefully everything goes as plann.. hehe.. kay lurhh.. byebye.. thanks for reading this crap of minee.. =] love you.
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